Ayah ! I learn more

Assalamualaikum

Of course la bila i call my dad. ''Ayah'' , he would not answer to me. As he had gone.. already.. already... sometimes i accepted that. 

Sometimes, i am not. 

I can't pretending everything is okay without him.

I can make it okay even without him. 

Cuz i am alive.

Hari nie ada kawan buat lawak. tp x sure lah lawak ke tidak. tp sweet la. sweet sgt.

Dia cakap dia ayah saya. 

Bila saya panggil dia ''ayah''

dia jawab ''iya''

Hey ! Ayah 

I'm about to cry. But i'm not going to cry tonight.. 

Al fatihah.

Al fatihah..

Al fatihah

When i call my late daddy 

ayah

and if someone else answer me,

It just a word. 

When i miss my daddy, he will hear me, inside my deep soul. 

Cuz Islam teaches me this life is only a test or trial for everyone. 

I  must come more to know my Creator, Sustainer and Ultimate Judge. I must learn to more  believe in Him, thank Him, praise Him, honor Him and worship Him, alone without any partners from His Creation. I must learn more about His Messengers and Prophets, peace be upon them, and the message with which they were all sent. I must learn more the Word of God as was directly revealed, preserved and memorized and passed down by memory throughout all the generations of Muslims to the present day.

Those who are in search of truth like me now, having open minds and hearts will recognize this as a message in truth and sincerity. Open our heart and our mind now and ask the Almighty God of the Universe -Allah to guide us now to His True Way. And then be ready to accept our true purpose in life.

 Look daddy ! 

I ate giant size of keropok @ Terengganu,

wearing yellow ribbon

and i'm still ugly-like 

Hee hee

Say u miss me too,daddy !! 

With Loves,

~Uya~